I just finished writing this blog and then weebly just closed out and didn't autosave so I get to re-write this whole thing again.
I haven't been writing as much recently, I've been going through some shit personally and been kind of down about my future. I decided that next week (when schools re-open after February break) I am going to start subbing again. I haaaaaate substitute teaching, but I need to make some money in the meantime, so what better way to do that than go into the lucrative education field?
I just want everybody to know even though the amount of blogs on DOL per a weekly basis will be decreasing it in no way, shape or form means I'm giving up. I'm not. I just need to start planning for my future. I'm already 25 without a real job. As much as I know in my heart of hearts that if given the opportunity I'd thrive at barstool I also know it's a long shot and also something that isn't going to happen over night. So now I'm going to start subbing again and try to find something full time for the fall to try to be a real adult and hopefully move out and start enjoying life again. I'm still going to write when I have the chance but I will probably not be blogging every day.
I think in a weird way this is a good thing. I know I have done a lot of really, really good blogs that people have enjoyed ( Ik because they've told me) that are BSS quality. I know I have what it takes to make it, it's just whether or not that happens. I've also spent a lot of time writing frankly shitty, filler blogs just to get stuff out there. I don't like that, but it's part of the territory. Should I get my dream job someday that'll happen as not everyday is a great content day.
Now that I won't have as much free time to write I think it will focus me to do even better work since now when I'm subbing again I won't have time to write crappy filler blogs, when I write it's going to higher quality work (hopefully). Basically quality over quantity from this point forward. That's my goal. I've already written blogs for over a year, there's enough of my stuff out there. Now it's about using my time to write high quality blogs that can help me get hired.
Thanks for reading and supporting my cause so far. You have no idea how much I appreciate the support I've gotten up to this point. I just wanted to give an update for the future of this blog. I cannot thank the readers and supporters enough, thank you for reading. I hope from here forward things will only get better. Here's to whatever comes next.