Song: How To Disappear Completely (2000) Artist: Radiohead Album: Kid A Last week was brutal for the Doz man. I've been a wreck since Thursday morning. Wednesday was one of the best nights of my life, then I woke up to an RPG obliterating my soul. Everything seems more meaningless than usual. All I want is happiness (and for fascism to not happen...but they're super intertwined in this situation), and I fuckin' had it in my hands momentarily, only for it to slip through my fingers. Like, what went wrong? I don't get it. The vibes were vibing. I was in heaven in an in-law apartment. I honestly thought I had met my forever person and tbh, I'm not giving up hope entirely just yet, but as of rn I'd love to unplug my brain and heart so I don't have to feel this anguish. I've cried more this week than I had in the 2020s, and let's not forget how much this decade has destroyed me! You definitely don't wanna check out what I wrote on threads (@steelydoz). I'd do nearly anything on earth to get her back. I'd eat 1,000 raw carrots, which if you know me is huge. I can't get down a raw carrot without causing a scene lol but I'd do it with pleasure for another chance at this incredible woman that I have no shame in saying I already fell for.
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